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[TEN things you want to say to TEN different people].
1. I've become so...annoyed with you lately, even I find it ridiculous. After everything you did to me, why am I still your friend? Why do I put up with so much of your crap? Again and again, it seems...
You're the person in the world that has hurt me the most. Really, honestly hurt me. Congrats. C: If anything, I guess I'll remember you for that. That and the fact that I continuously let you. Again and again.

2. As close as we are, you do things that just tick me off. I often wonder if we're really as close as you think. You say I mean this to you, that I'm your _____. But, am I, really? Five years from now, will you remember my name? Probably. Will we still talk? ...Maybe. Out of obligation. Out of guilt. I honestly care about you, and consider you one of my best friends.
But I'm not sure it's built to last.

3. I love you more than so many things, it's ridiculous. You're my best friend. You're just such an amazing person. You make me laugh all the time. You make me smile even when I feel like I might be going insane; when I think I'm turning down the road to depression. You're hilarious. You're caring. And I think you know me even better than I know myself. I know people say that all the time, but, man, I think it's true.
I really think I found something special when I met you. And though things didn't work out exactly the way we'd both planned, I want to know you forever and a day, because I feel like you'd be the one friend I thought about ten years down the road, maybe twenty, and sighed wistfully and wondered where it all went and why.
So just stay you. I know you can pull through all the shit in your life, and I hope I can be there to help you. ♥

4. Out of all the people in the world, you're the only one I really wish would just disappear.

5. You basically carried me through high school, and I want to thank you for that. You're the closest friend I've got in that blasted place, and I'm grateful for you. There have been times when I've been incredibly annoyed at you, and I know I annoy you a fuckton as well. And I'm sorry. I know I'm not the best person, but I try.
This summer I've been pretty disappointed by you, but I think I just have high expectations. I know you're busy, and I respect that you actually have a life and can't hold my hand all the time. It's just a little disappointing. Selfishness, etc.

6. I really appreciated it when you dropped me as soon as you got a girlfriend. Not.

7. I also really appreciated it when you dropped me as soon as you got a boyfriend. Again, sarcasm.

8. I just met you, but I think you're really awesome. I like you a lot, and I can't help but sympathize with a lot of what you say. :C I'm sorry life isn't going as well as it can for you right now, and I really hope we get closer as time goes on.
I also think you should move closer. C:
PS - You're the only reason why I even sign on that messenger, just so you know.

9. I'm really disappointed we stopped talking as much. :/ I have your IM open all the time, and yet it's never filled. You always seem so busy with your girlfriend who isn't in the group. But I know you talk to some of the others, and it's just...upsetting. I met them all through you, so I was hoping our friendship would last.

10. I really love talking to you, I just wish it wasn't so hard to get into your frame of mind. You're really unique, and I feel bad that I just can't help you. All of my comebacks seem half-hearted and it's just because it's so hard for me to come up with anything heart-felt to say to make it any better.
PS - I'm sorry.



[NINE things about yourself].
1. I am a complete and utter dork.
2. I don't think I can ever be alone.
3. I'm terrified of the end.
4. I have a crush on an over 20-foot tall robot.
5. I fancy the color blue.
6. I play the violin but wish I played the cello.
7. I am a Gemini. C: Watch out.
8. I wear glasses.
9. I was the one that did your mom last night.

[EIGHT ways to win your heart].
1. Be sincere.
2. Be willing to put up with sap.
3. Remind me that you care in little ways. It doesn't always have to be verbal.
4. Surprise me.
5. Make me laugh.
6. Don't make me do all the work.
7. Be: fun, interesting, different. But be yourself more than anything.
8. Don't go in wanting to change anything about me. Like me for me.

[SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot].
1. Transformers.
2. Kingdom Hearts.
3. Cosplay.
4. Music.
5. Friends.
6. The future.
7. Obligations.

[SIX things you couldn't live without].
1. Computer.
2. Phone.
3. Money.
4. Food.
5. Oxygen.
6. Friends.

[FIVE turn offs].
1. Waaaaay too much energy.
2. Smelly. :C
3. Not taking care of yourself.
4. Bad-talking yourself.
5. Trying to look TOTALLY SUPER AWESOME.

[FOUR turn ons].
1. Flirting.
2. Porn.
3. Romance.
4. Dorkiness to rival my own.

[THREE smileys that describe your life].
1. C:
2. |:
3. xD

[TWO things you want to do before you die].
1. Go to Canada.
2. Do something that means something.

[ONE confession].
1. I hate how confusing emotions are.